From the 2009 Album “From the Storm to the Sun” (buy the CD or download from: itunes | amazon | bandcamp)
I medicate to hide away
To find a way to deal with me
I ease my pain imagining
That everything is anything to me
No matter what I’ve built for my own
What I want what I need is better
And no mater what I’ve given to you
This feeling, this feeling will be forever
For a moment
This temporary thrill
I can do anything
On this temporary thrill
I know it’s killing me
This temporary thrill
But you must understand
That this thrill helps me
To be
I’ve really tried once or twice
To gain my freedom
And I’ve heard you begging me
And I promise you that I’ve been listening
But you don’t understand all these pieces of me
Barely clinging together
And you don’t comprehend that having me like this
Is better than nothing at all
For a moment
This temporary thrill
I can do anything
On this temporary thrill
I know it’s killing me
This temporary thrill
But you must understand
That this thrill helps me
To be
